HAPPY AND TIRED.....NOW TIRED AND UPSET! WHAT WENT WRONG????
had a blast at a concert i got taken to for FREE!! some friends had an extra ticket to Warp Tour and asked if i wanted to go...so i said def. had a blast!!! got n the car to go home...song Nothing Else Matters by Metallica came on....i can't listen to that song for very many reasons...n e who...forgetting i didnt' like that song...they blared it all the way home and i spent the trip crying. get home..called mike to appologize for plans falling through today...said it was alright when i fianally got to talk to him on msn....now we are fighting at this moment cuz i'm sick of him fucking w/ my head! what the hell should i do?? sit back and take it??? that's all i have been doing this whole time!! i can't keep doin it....i love him so much and it's killing me to b like this to him.....i just can't do it though........i can't deal w/ nothing no more.....what the hell am i going to do???